Just, Let it go!

Hey,
Do you ever feel like you can't do anything and bad things keep happened in your life?
I DO.
It've been  2 years since I begin my new life in Depok. Going to class, heving fun with colleagues, reading books in Library, also crying a lot in my mind palace.
If you ever met me in senior high school, you will know that I'm now not the same person with I was.
I keep thinking about this phrase, "Dulu winner, sekarang loser"
Yahh, that actually who I am now.
I can't accept it for sure, but what I can do?
What's done is done!
We can't crying all the time.
Isn't it time to accept all of them, I am and I was?
Just, Let it go!
Yes, I'm talking to you, heart! Just, Let it go!

Bored

So, in the end of this day, it'll be the end of the first week of my holiday. (Too many of, I know)

I've read a lot of books, write my diaries, novels etc. And time keep running slowly!

This book is my 20th book of this week. Surely, I'm getting bored already. Although I like to reading books, this is just too much. I didn't have activities since Monday. 

Bored.Bored.Bored.Bored.Bored.Bored.Bored.Bored.Bored.Bored.Bored.Bored.Bored.Bored.Bored.Bored.

Can't just someone ask me out? Please?

Where Are You?

I.have.a.friend.And.I.like.to.talk.to.him.but.he.disappear.without.any.warning.Helo!Where.Are.You?

I don't usually feel like tearing apart like this. Strong, that what I have to be. But then, I don't realize that I have been relying on someone since I know him. But then, he is gone. Leaving me here, totally shot to pieces!

Beautiful books ever!

Buku-buku yang sangat cantik bukan?

Buku-buku mini ini adalah koleksi Jozsef Tari, pria asal Hungaria.
ia memiliki perpustakaan buku terkecil di dunia karena koleksi-koleksinya ini.
Want thus books so bad.
:3

sure

Yang paling saya benci adalah POLITIK KAMPUS!

SH#2 TSD

The Science of Deduction

SO, that cool guy's name is Benedict Cumberbatch.
He is the closest guy (based on my imagination of course) to Sherlock Holmes who written by Conan Doyle in his novels. I've been searching him in internet and twitter. Fortunately found his website The Science of Deduction. You have to look at his website, it's really interesting.
Just wondering, if there is a guy like Sherlock Holmes in this world. O_O

Light

One of my models, made using plastic in my 2nd studio.

SH

Last night, I watched Sherlock Holmes movies.
I don't need a second thought to say that, I still love him!

Hectic night

Finally done with this PA things.

Tonight I'm running around Margonda street to get my portfolio and design report printed.
I'm going to Aladin, Buring, Era, Cano, Data and Pandawa. And I got nothing. They are already busy. This is hopeless, my heart said.
Then, with a little pray I'm trying to look at Buring again. And, surprise... They are going to print my portfolio.
:D
You don't know how happy I am!

In 10 minutes, my portfolio have been printed. Then I'm looking for ink to print my design report after come home. But I can't find them in mall, so I ask my friend where to get them. for my surprise, he get the ink for me!
A bunch of thanks for him. Really
:D

Report, o_O

erm, So Im working with my design report now. My eyes already tired, but the task still in long way to go.
Still so much things to do.
I don't know, it'll be finish on time or not. I'm not sure.
Just, oh God give me your miracle please, can You?
O_o

Here, I post my design report paper.
:3

Modellight

model

One of my models in this second design project. Love how light going through the walls. Someday for sure, I'll have this in my own home. XD

Sweet Memories

Woke up and suddenly remember sweet nice memories from my past. It was one year ago, when I participated in Kajian Islam Awal Semester comitte. I am in responsible to publish the whole event. Although it gave me a hard time, I swear I really love the people whom I working with. They are all nice, have big dreams, appreciate your work and will help you with all of their heart. Just love them! <3

Can you guess where am I? LOL

I love this picture, although this is some kind of alay pose. :p

Plagiarisme

Today I saw this post in the architecture announcement board. This is our lecturer's way of teach to keep us from plagiarism case. There are 9 students who being caught have done plagiarism on their tasks.The tasks are from pengantar arsitektur lesson. I pity them and I admire the lecturer who post this cases in the board. Students nowadays should learn how to doing their tasks correctly. Getting a bad mark on your own task still better than getting a high one from the other job!

A New Day Has Come

Yay! It's Sunday again. Hmm, today I woke up and realize that I can't feel my body. They are on their limit. It just like being hit by truck.
Yesterday was my first time to have material arts exercise after this 2 years. So it's obviously because of that. I don't really care, through. I just want to be good in this sports. Just this one is enough (remember, I'm not good at all in any kind of sports).

However, even my body hurts. A new day has come. Have to be a better person. There's no more "leye-leye". I'll be busy with my final project. Writing, drawing, and designing thing will come along. There are 2 tasks more that have to done by 6th and 8th of June. Hope I can finish them on time. :)

Grammar Nazi

It's been a long time for me to write something in english. Being an architecture student, change my life a lot. I don't solve math problem anymore, read fewer books from time to time and especially decrease my english quite well. Lately, someone important for me said that he'll read my blog, and I know he hates english just like I hate sports. It's not good for sure, to keep avoid english. However, we live in the planet which surrounded by english, english and english thing. We have to adapt ourselfs quickly. So from now on, (for his sake and -of course- mine) i'll write my sory in english. Hope you'll enjoy my grammar nazi somehow. LOL

Nice Beautiful Shoes

Have you heard that some wise old man said, a nice shoe leading a young girl (like me) to a nice place. Sooo, based on that I’ve decided to get a pair of beautiful high heels for my birthday present this month. I don't know since when i change and get my girls hormones activated. XD

I never have this excited feeling for shoes or any crazy thing which related to girly side before. I keep wondering why. Is it a turning point for me to become a woman? awww

so since it has been decided, i'll busy to searching my first high heels. Actually, i can't wait any longer. But I have to finish this crazy wild final exam first. so frustating!