Just, Let it go!

Hey,
Do you ever feel like you can't do anything and bad things keep happened in your life?
I DO.
It've been  2 years since I begin my new life in Depok. Going to class, heving fun with colleagues, reading books in Library, also crying a lot in my mind palace.
If you ever met me in senior high school, you will know that I'm now not the same person with I was.
I keep thinking about this phrase, "Dulu winner, sekarang loser"
Yahh, that actually who I am now.
I can't accept it for sure, but what I can do?
What's done is done!
We can't crying all the time.
Isn't it time to accept all of them, I am and I was?
Just, Let it go!
Yes, I'm talking to you, heart! Just, Let it go!

Bored

So, in the end of this day, it'll be the end of the first week of my holiday. (Too many of, I know)

I've read a lot of books, write my diaries, novels etc. And time keep running slowly!

This book is my 20th book of this week. Surely, I'm getting bored already. Although I like to reading books, this is just too much. I didn't have activities since Monday. 

Bored.Bored.Bored.Bored.Bored.Bored.Bored.Bored.Bored.Bored.Bored.Bored.Bored.Bored.Bored.Bored.

Can't just someone ask me out? Please?